Another 18 minutes and it would be 28th October. I am just waiting for this day to complete. I was very happy last night as I anxiously expected this day, but not anymore. I am just waiting for this day to end.
I have never been so very disappointed, frustrated, pissed off, and down before. Never felt like this before. Never have felt left out, broken like this before. I have promised myself not to break down, so I am not writing anymore.
October 28, waiting for your arrival