Insomnia, stress, loss of contacts, all this were my rewards. I had been trying to find the answer to my one question – What is the cause for this. Bingo!! The answer is “I am Alcoholic”. Its a simple analogy that can be derived. If workaholism is considered as new age alcoholism, then I am alcoholic. Off late, I realized that for the last couple of years, my house was my second office. I was spending almost 12-14 hours on office and would later come home and continue to work. Almost 3 years back, my contact list was one of the richest. But today, if I count, I have just a handful. What went wrong?
During my college days, I used to sleep a minimum 8 hours. On weekends, it would stretch to 10 hours. It was the last Saturday, that after almost 1.5 yrs that I had slept for 8 hours. Who is to blame?
I recently got a one line feedback from one of my colleague – “You are MAD”. Yes, I am MAD. I am really passionate in what ever I do. I take complete ownership whenever and wherever possible and that leads to the original problem.
Its high time that I get back to my old days. I need to find a balance with WORK and LIFE and I WILL ..